assalamualaikum,
Ok..today is about WORK and DREAMS..Arini 1st time ak keje, ak rsa cam pack sgt2..until nak surf tnet pun xleh..xder masa leisure langsung..bgn pagi, da la lambat g keje..suppose smpai kol 8.30am, ak sampai kol 8.50am..huh..mmg xkan la nak thumbprint..wat buruk rekod ak jer yang slalu dtg awal ni..(padahal mmg slalu lmbat)..
Smpai meja ofis..wat report pagi..tba2 boss,(ak panggil PUAN)..panggil sumer staff dier, ader 4 org..ak sorg jer hero..yang laen akak2..muka puan nampak moody jer, then dier tanya.."ader sesaper yang xske keje sini ker?ader sesaper ader masalah keje dgn saya ker?ader pape yang wat rsa stress ker?TELL ME NOW! Sumer terdiamm..Ak admit, this week performance ktorg sumer down, report tunggang langgang sebab puan g meeting kat terengganu..
Then she ask 1 by 1, naper report tunggang langgang..after my turn, ak bg sebab coz system down..starting from sunday until yesterday, n ak already inform kat all zone mgr and so on..another question she ask kat ktorg, ader sesaper yang ader prob, xske keje kat sni, heart feeling or something..sumer terdiam again..dlm ati ak da mcam2 da nak ckp..tp xtklua..after that, 2nd time she ask same question..OK, ak da xleh diam..ak da smpan lma aper yang ak rsa..pas2, what i'm said.."Ok puan, i have something that i need to tell u..sbnrnya ni bkn keje yang sy minat, my major interest is in IT Hardware N Software..sy ok keje kat sini, even sometimes our depart ader skit crisis or something n that's it normal n i'm OK with that..puan and all staff pun baek BUT this job bkn aper yang saya minat..saya xleh perform better coz its not my interest..before ni sy penah keje truk dari keje ni, keje ni mmg relax bg saya..before ni sy keje kat COMPU-ZONE as tchnician comp, even dier bg basic 1k, work from 10am-10pm..dgn break 1 hour..tp I have fun with my job sbb benda tu yang saya minat.."
After ak bgtau aper yang ak rsa, suddenly bilik puan senyap jer..klu ader bunyi pwut Natuya time tu, sti da dgr da..=D What my boss said, "what u feel now, it is same dgn aper yang saya rasa when 1st time i join TM which my age was 22 same like u, sometimes aper yang kita nak dalam idup, xsma aper yang kita dapat..tp one day, kita akan realise, what we get is much better than we hope..I know what u do now, bkn bnda yg u minat..but once u work, u must have RESPONSIBILITY..1st thing skrg, u must give FULL SWING on ur job..dapatkan status PERMANENT kat sini dulu..it is for your future..
What she said, make me think twice..sblum ni ak ader tpikir nak tkr job sumer..n after that..i realized what she said just now is true..myb ak kena grab something yg boleh hold lama..then I can do what I want..=)
"ONE OF MY DREAMS"
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